What a brand new day

What a brand new day.... Very shinny out. I really want to take mom go for a walk... but talk about -10 degree and her condition. Better not. I don't want her to get worse.


I keep telling myself tomorrow is brand new day. Should have nothing I can't handle without God's help. I don't want to admit... but I do feel so guilty that I can't help mom a bit better. I can't share her pain and her uncomfort.

 I can't only tell myself. LOOK! IT IS SO NICE OUT! ANOTHER BRAND NEW DAY!!!

Dear God,

I am in my weak situation now. I feel that the world is so UNFAIR. I feel that there are so many people (no matter relatives or friends) are taking advantages of my Dad. I feel so uncomfortable about it. But Thank you for letting me talk to Kenneth and asking him to remind me we shouldn't care too much on the earth, bcoz there will be judgement day for Everyone. Dear my Lord, there are a lot of mixed feeling inside me now. I want to protect my parent, but there is no much I can do. I feel so useless. God, please tell me not to be so siu hay. Please let me feel comfort under your protection. I am not too sure how I should do but I just want to protect my Dad, my mom, my brothers, and Kenneth. There are a lot of people taking advantages of them. I can't do much. God, please love me to love those people. Please let me know how much you love them as well. I am so lost. I am so lost. My heavenly father, I really want to reduce Mom's pain by sharing that with her. I can't do anything... once again, I feel Human are so powerless. Please take those pain/ uncomfortness from her. You provide us the bright shinny sunshine and let them go into the house. I already felt how much you love us. Please let me do my job. Please let me love the people I should love. Please let me help the people/animals I can. God, I love you.

in the name of Jesus, ~Amen.