I don't want to battle alone

Dear Lord,

please help me.

Nightmares are haunting me again.

Why do I need to battle with mom alone? I didn't get enough help from Ka Ho. I didn't stand up enough for mom.

I cry every night bcoz I am totally exhausted. I know you are with us in between. Please take away my worries, please take away my frustration. please let us win the battle with your glories.

My Lord, I feel so lonely inside me. Kenneth can only help up to a certain point. I believe, I strongly believe that you let me resign and let this happen within your plan and your purpose. I feel so weak, please gear me up and let me stand in front of mom.

My Lord, I once again put my whole family into your hands. Please take the worries away from Dad and King. They can't do much but pray to you, my Lord. I know they are trying their best to give supports to mom. This is not easy. Evil always talks to us and let us shaking... Please protect us from all the things struggling us. Please arms around us and let us being protected.

Please take care of Ka Ho for me as I don't want to take the advantage that he is part of the family and he has to help. He has his struggles in his life too. Please protect him.

I praised to you that you provide so many angels around my family. So many helpers who are willing to help. Thank YOU for doing all these preparations for us.

Lord, whenever I think of your preparation for us, I have less fear... please protect me as I need to change my family diet in order to influrence mom's. I need to clean the house before it gets dirty. Please help me...It is a big change / revolution for my family physically and mentally.

Please help me... I know I am not alone afterall. Please take the emptiness away from me. Thank you. I know you keep my prayer in your promise.

In the name of Jesus Christ.

~Amen